Why i cant have an expensive phone? Whys my family so poor?

i dont know who to talk with and i dont really care if my friends discovered this bc i am so poor:( i am trying to accept this but i cant. I am not going to blame my parents bc of this. But sometimes i really really want a smartphone so so so bad. My phone is only a nokia E63 and my friends phones are samsung and apple ðŸ˜Â-ðŸ˜Â" i cant even have an internet access at my home. My friend isnt that rich but her parents give her everything she wants to have. I hate my life.

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